They say when one closes another one opens, I do hope this is true. January hasn’t really been the kindest month to me or some of my most cherished friends. I’m not going to dwell or fill this post with woe is me, I’m going to move on, stay positive grab February and run with it until its so knackered it throws up *hopefully not on me*.
I missed being able to put my thoughts down on paper so to speak, I didn’t even think I’d remember my login to my blog, but I did and its a sign that it needs me back and the feeling is mutual.
Good to see you guys and Happy New Year
can you still say that in Feb? Who Knows
It’s unbelievable what a change of scenery can do for ones mental state. The last month or so hasn’t been that great for me. I’ve not felt myself at all, I’ve felt low and started to fall back into bad habits. Everything got on top of me, trying to do it all and do it all perfectly. Working, being class mum, being a good mammy being a good wife, friend I was juggling so much and something had to give…….Unfortunately it was mental state. Obviously made 100% worse but mammy guilt. It’s was trying to make pink crispy cakes for “Pink day” that broke the camels back. They came out purple, it was a puss poor effort on my part. That particular was rife with mammy guilt, feeling like the only memory Miss C would have of her mammy was her sat a a computer working or walking out the door on her. Plus not being that fantastic mammy that can not up 4 tier cake with different shades of pink in every layer. The mammy that can knock up an amazing dress up outfit from some sand and bottle tops in 5 minutes flat. I broke down!
Today though, today I’m so relaxed I could have fallen asleep at the lunch table. It’s half term so we’ve took a wee mini break. We haven’t gone far just an hour up the road to Ras Al Khaimah. We’re staying at the Double Tree by Holton resort and Spa Marjan Island .
It’s beautiful here RAK is an up and coming place for a mini break. With gorgeous hotel like this one popping up. We arrive and immediately at check we had be upgraded to two villa’s with an adjoining door. This fab as we brought A our nanny along with us. And before any of you start judging, why should we leave her at home isn’t she allowed some down time too? Lord only knows she needs it living with us lot. She’s not here to carry our bags, run around after our children and sit at another table while we all eat in front of her. She’s here because she’s part of the family. Anne and the kids have the beds in one villa and we have the other. Beautiful ground floor villas which are a stones throw away from the pool and play park for the kids. I feel refreshed, for the first time in a while I actually enjoyed playing “what’s the time Mr Wolf” & “hide n seek”. The staff are amazing with the children, nothing is too much trouble for them. At breakfast this morning LPV thought he had died and gone to heaven he was allowed pancakes AND frosties! Food is amazing and quite well priced. There was an entertainer guy absolutely murdering dire straits last night but you can live with that. The only other negative is the damage control I have to do at bootcamp on Wednesday ;)
Anyhow I’m off to the spa!