Off we go

Well today were off, it’s been a long time coming, today we move to Dubai…again. There have been tears, stress, tears, anger, tears…..d’you see where I’m going with this?

To be honest I’m apprehensive, I’m not actually sure if I know how to live a normal life anymore, I’m worried that I’m just simply not enough for my children anymore, they been surrounded by so many family and friends. I can’t wait to see my friends again…but are as excited to see me?……will LPV ever settle?

These last few months have been awful, trying to chin my head above water has been so hard, at the turn of the year I wanted to be off my meds. Now there seems no escaping the medication, I’m actually thinking I’m needing something stronger due to the anger I’ve felt over the last few months. Is it just me tho, would someone else have handled the situation better?

Anyway the stress won’t be over for a while, we have to live in a hotel suite for around a month, however the children have their own rooms and its got a kitchen etc. The main thing is that we’re together again, the last week in New York have reminded me that we’re stronger when we’re all together, I’m stronger!

Anyhow we’re off…we have 4 cases, 2 carry on’s, a stroller, 2 car seats, oh and 2 kids….it’s going to be a fun trip to the check in desk!

See you in the sandpit